As you know (if you are the 2.78 peeps who read this blog), I have trust issues.

I can’t leave my kids in a nursery.

My true life story has caused people I love and once trusted to cut me off.

I don’t want to hide it. I also know it will alienate people. They treat me and my beautiful family like contagious freaks instead of broken believers.

So I tend to be…

I have wrestled with God’s injunction to not forsake the assembly and have mostly opted for Internet sermons, Buck Denver, and home church.

I will go back someday.

But for today I am simply grateful that God speaks through strangers in a church, when so many friends and family have shied away.

He loves me.
He loves all of us.
That is enough.

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